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Thursday, February 01, 2007
Happy belated birthday GP! :D
having muscle aches all over jus cos of a basketball game yest! its been long since i exercised. all my muscles becoming fats alrd la /: (eh lets go back stnicks soon to run and play ball okay?) & Some ppl said ive become thinner! really? (im happy yet upset to know that you actually cared) oh well i dont know why too. perhaps i starve rather than stuff myself when im not in a pretty mood.
It's amusing how someone can affect your mood and appetite so drastically.
I HATE MYSELF! cos i think i suck! ): so much so that you've to hide from me whenever you see me! it hurts to feel that my presence actually annoy you that much? izzit that difficult to face me? i still hope to talk.. perhaps you're fine getting on with your life but i cant even understand why is this happening!
i embarrassed myself by tearing on the train home yest! so diu lian ): & i slept at an embarrassing time of nine thirty /: woke up in the middle of the night crying. (wanted to sms you but didnt) i dunno wth's wrong with me la! why am i making things so difficult for myself? or are you making things difficult for us? i dont know.
last night somehow i was singing to myself and sudd realise that the radio started playing the same song too! is that xie men or a beautiful coincidence,